I have a new boy now and he makes me feel special and I’m happier than I’ve ever been. I have fallen head over heels for him. I just wanted to let everyone know since I’m still MIA on here. Still no internet… Buuuut long story short, I might be changing units already so there’s no need to worry about buying that stuff. I just want to let you all know I’m alive and I’m happy.
So joining gave me a different perspective on life. In a way, I’m finally free. The guy I was dating almost 5 years couldn’t accept the fact that I had become independent. He was insecure with everything I did, and I didn’t realize it until I left. Even while I was home he hated when I’d go out with friends and do anything for that matter. He just didn’t trust me at all. I became a hermit for him, something that I wasn’t. And I let that go on for way too long. I wasn’t happy. And almost 3 years ago, I lost my sexual attraction to him as well which should’ve been a red flag that I needed to get out. But I’m stupid. I don’t regret being with him, but I do regret that I was with him that long and more concerned about his happiness than my own. I’m a new me now and I want ME to be happy. I am my first priority now. I can now have fun, drink, party, club, whatever- and nobody is getting mad at me. I’m a free bird now and I love it. What’s annoying though is how quick guys are to jump when they find a girl is single. I’ve had to let so many guys down from High School, like seriously? And even in the barracks, but that wasn’t as weird because I am a fucking unicorn in the Army now. I know what I want and they aren’t it. But now, I’m just gonna do me and see where life takes me. I’m independent and I am free. So, there’s my story…
Guys, I still don’t have internet. I’m on leave now so I’m at home. I hope to get internet soon so I can continue my tumbling life. But I’ll give a life update!
So I got to Bragg, reported to my unit and whatnot. I’m licensed to drive a few military vehicles and that’s about all I’ve achieved thus far.
I party on the weekends, it’s pretty great. I’m now a single soldier- long story that I don’t know if I feel like telling yet. But I’m a lot happier now and that’s all the matters.
I’ve made so many friends and I’m continuing to do so, especially when I’m drunk… I’m just a social butterfly.
The army isn’t that bad, I can’t complain. You wake up, exercise, go to work and go home. Everyday. I finally have a real job and it’s kinda cool. The only time I don’t feel like an adult is when I go home to my roommate. I imagine this is what college feels like so I’m not complaining. I’m never in my room anyway, always out and about- or I try to be.
Anything else, feel free to message me! Or go on my twitter or somethingggg if I’m not on here.
BUT MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERONE!!!<3
I’m at Fort Bragg now and learning how to army. I’m licensed to drive a hmmwv and an lmtv. I’ve made so many friends and I party hard hahah. I love it here, it’s different but it’s cool. I’m about to start working my ass off because I’m trying for air assault and airborne. I’m taking combatives soon and looking into other schools. I’m about to just so anything and everything. This is a quick update, I don’t have internet yet so I’m like never on here anymore. I’ll be back though! I promise!!
Sorry I’ve been MIA since Arizona. I’ve had a pretty eventful past week and a lots been going on. I’m at my new unit now and about to start the next chapter in my new army career.
It is finally here. After tomorrow I will be a part of the “real” army. It was pretty bittersweet today. I really am gonna miss a handful of people here. After being with people for 6 months, you end up getting close to some. Especially during the stressful times. I’m glad I got to have this experience, I wouldn’t trade it for the world.
Soooo we turned in our gear today and we started out processing!
I am graduating Thursday and going home Friday!! :D I’m so excited!
Also, I’m now the talk of the platoon about getting kicked in the chest at FTX. Apparently I was the only one in the whole platoon (159 of us) who got a boot to the chest. I was totally set up by the sergeants and everything, oh well. It was pretty fun, kinda hurt but whatevs. I’m just glad everything is over now and I am getting ready to come home!!!<3
Got back from FTX at midnight last night.
I actually enjoyed it for the most part except some people drove me crazy. I enjoyed learning more about my MOS hands on and I liked the battle drills. I breached two buildings and the first time I got tackled and the second time I was spartan kicked right in the chest. Both times were planned by the sergeants, they thought it’d be funny. It was, both times caught me off guard but I recovered from both so fast and still cleared the buildings. I was pretty proud of myself that I was able to continue when my 2nd man was able to use some combatives against the bad people who attacked me. We did good(: It was entertaining.
I cannot wait to start my career as a soldier.
Graduation is Thursday!! :D